guard his Delian temple
among bursts
of wild poppies
clambering for the heavens
.
Behind me the house which has a life of its own. Perhaps young children lie abed. One may be reading, the very young sleeping, the father listening to the radio. Perhaps the father has directed the older of the children to attend to after dinner chores.
.
But I, the woman of the house with but a month until the next expected baby arrives in spring, am seated here on the veranda. I have left the busy day's activities behind me. I have lowered my tiny frame and my big rounded ball of a belly into a deep chair. I look into a row of trees in a park across the road and claim it to be a forest in my mind's eye.
.
But beyond my little forest a forest of children loom large; children who play in the kindergarten on the edge of the small park. I muse in the present, drift back to the future; the times when grandchildren took up the tea-towels after a family meal; argued over who would wash and who would dry and who among them might be put on roster for another evening. Now great-grandchildren have reached an age to take their turn in the ritual of washing and drying dishes as I go take a seat in a quite corner.
.
They joke that I have no mechanical apparatus to do away with such a boring chore. Funny how quickly they learned to flick tea-towels. Funny how it does not remain boring for long.
linen clouds
a child
and a kitten
entertain their
sleeping audience
by Benita Kape
Gisborne, New Zealand
.
Every year, together, my parents light a candle on my birthday cake, giving thanks to their God for the blessings I’ve received. Then I close my eyes, make a wish, and blow out the candle with my own breath.
birthday cakes
one on top
of another
pushing me down
six feet under
by Chen-ou Liu
Ajax, Ontario, Canada
.
funeral service
is a contortion
of her harsh life
at last
a loud voice hushed.
Nearly made 102. Nearly 2 weeks dead. She, we believe, lies nearby. To one side. The event inside this last-of-the-day is taking place in one section of a tiny chapel. 7 of the small congregation are Jewish. Some are frum. From Ireland, a grandson, his memorial a soft roll burr of mid-America. Timed to coincide, over there 3 more grandchildren make offerings. No one looks directly at her lily-topped coffin. A grand yet petite finale. Ageing son’s soliloquy, his own poem, balance emotion with sensible detachment. Some of the Jews murmur to a hymn, unclear how to retain their outsider status. Inside a silencing sonata, a curtain surrounds a final secret as it begins to disappear through a narrowing space.
inside the inside
of an acacia leaf
veins bulge
she passes into a realm
of invisibility
We make our way to a village pub. Meet in circular talk. Discuss photos in albums. Look inside picture frames. See into her twenties. Admire elegant poses of thirties. Talk beyond wartime songs: white cliffs of Dover. lily marlene. underneath the arches. we’ll meet again.
in a back room
of b/w photographs
such swirls of limbs
vagrant images
dispel inside memory
by Stanley Pelter
Claypole, Lincolnshire, England
“...I wanna hear and see / everything...”
Jimi Hendrix, Up from the Skies
The rainy scent of the Tennessee Mountains on a May evening floods the interstate—the traffic is light, the pace unhurried and leisurely, a drive I’ve made at least a hundred times.
A late eighties station wagon, a Dodge I think, pulls out in front of me. There’s something odd about this car: it’s transporting a body.
But the surprise of a body bag in full view doesn’t immediately sink in. What fascinates me even more is the driver.
He has a full head of thick white hair, slicked back and shining, not a strand out of place, late middle age, a dapper man, like the one who never talks in film noire. Though his window’s down, the hair doesn’t budge. His hands are long and slender, feminine. His taut pink skin looks shrink-wrapped over his high forehead and prominent cheekbones; his crisp white dress shirt matches his hair. This man doesn’t nail boards together on his days off. I’ll call him Charon, after the Greek underworld’s infamous chauffeur.
He looks straight ahead, leaning forward into the steering wheel with a grip that would put the Ancient Mariner’s to shame. The head of the corpse is less than six inches from his lap. To picture this fully you must imagine an old green station wagon, mostly windows. A juryrigged, makeshift stretcher lies in the center where the middle seats should be. I had always thought these kinds of ‘deliveries’ were shielded from the public eye behind pleated gray curtains but every day’s an education.
I watch the wind blow eerily through the bag, alternately expanding and deflating, rippling at times from head to toe. When it collapses, the nose and feet protrude.
In fact, I’m chasing them, increasing my speed as Charon does, passing when he passes, pulling in again right behind him, though I keep my distance. I can’t take my eyes off that immaculate hair, the resolute, forward gaze or the rippling body bag foreshortening feet-first a few yards in front of me like Mantegna's Dead Christ.
But not for a second do I feel the slightest morbidity in this game. To me there’s no one else on the highway; I’m welded to this moment by curiosity alone. It’s death and its business-as-usual aftermath I’m seeing, as plain as a cinderblock: no tears, no flowers, no hearts being weighed by Thoth, just someone’s fate and another’s job. What coin beneath the eyes, I wonder, nickel, peso, drachma?
After miles of this close pursuit, Charon shoots abruptly off the interstate toward one of those small Tennessee towns with a Native American name, his taillights swallowed by the exit ramp and the hips of crouching mountains. In truth, I could have turned off and followed him.
Their faces tonight
............after thirty odd years in the bellies of ships,
some who met the ‘blue-eyed boy’
............and those
who followed Jonah.
by Gary LeBel
Cumming, Georgia
first published in Abacus (2008)
Today in the North Georgia mountains the sun’s straight up, school’s out—boarded-up shops and broken soda machines, filling stations with no tanks or recent calendars: all wait their turn to disappear under the great sleepy eyelids of kudzu and cicadas.
Two young boys are following railroad tracks between mountains, one of them short, the other taller by a foot. It’s all there on four legs, their youth and friendship, the boundless summer stretching out ahead of them somewhere down the tracks as the tall one leans over the shorter who tilts his head to cock an ear.
‘Whither do they go,’
...............vanishing side-by-side,
...........................train rails
...............and the bend
...........................of a river?
by Gary LeBel
Cumming, Georgia
first published in Abacus (2008)
at noon
it rises out of thin air
and glides
from afar
into the garden
.
through the valley wind sifts pollen
from the vessels of daylilies
and ruffles the cat’s tigered fur
white roses sigh near yellow evening primroses
corn leaves tremble and grow by leaps and bounds
zucchini blossoms of orange-yellow
cradle within green
where
does the glaucous
summer breeze
come from
where will it go
beans with white and violet blossoms tousled by wind’s fingertips
bow again and again how do they spin tiny beans out of blossoms
the tall borage with prickly leaves etches blue stars
the rose called ‘Joseph’s Coat’ is painted in shades
from lemon to wine-red
the feathers of nightingales are brushed
they lift their voices
in the high willow
in a hammock
the gardener closes her eyes
soothed
after sifting dark earth
to nourish growing plants
blue-green silk
noon wind
ripples water
content
to be alive
by Giselle Maya
Saint Martin de Castillon, France
.
travelling to work on the dew-washed morning by bus on the route I never take by car I recognise this house now comfortably nesting among grownup trees lush green feeding on the recent rains fitting so well into the neighbourhood that grew around it
.
how is she
I wonder
this other me
living with my ex-husband
in this house we never bought
.
by Katherine Samuelowicz
Brisbane, Qld., Australia